Sunday, November 27, 2005
visited dreamland @ 10:19 PM
Friday, November 11, 2005
last night, before ako nakatulog, i closed my eyes and think of ways to get my goals.. and it didn't took so long for me to realize that all i need is to be a resourceful person.
gamitin ko lang chocolate fountain ko.
look for 20 clients
voila!!!
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nakakainis.. nasa pathetic mode talaga ako ngayon...
erika ano ba!!!!??!?!?!?!
tama ba namang humingi ng _________???
shit... gusto ko ulit mag heroic...
i want to go back to that module..
i want to start loving myself more..
and be able to get every single thing / person i deserve...
and be responsible for it...
visited dreamland @ 12:12 AM
i hope na hindi ako mahuli.. hindi ko
sure kung illegal talaga mag copy ng poem sa internet
pero.. ang gnda eh..
parang ramdam ko..
GOD'S GIFT
One day when God felt generous,
He looked down at me and smiled,
"Since I feel so magnanimous,
I'd like to give you something, child."
He asked me what I wanted,
I said, "Oh, really nothing more,
You've done so much already."
He said, "That's what God is for."
"You have been pretty good," He said,
I know there's not much that you seek,
I will pick a little something,
Just to make your life complete."
With great anticipation,
I looked forward to my gift,
I wondered what God had in mind,
That would give me such a lift.
"This gift," God said, "You realize,
Bears some responsibility,
So, if you accept my present,
You must be willing to agree...
"To offer unconditionally,
A section or a part,
Of more than half of you,
The larger portion of your heart."
"Okay, God," I answered,
"Since in You, I always trust,
I'll meet your obligation,
In the manner that I must."
To myself, I thought, wow, what a gift,
For so much of me, God's asked,
Now what could be so valuable,
That my share was more than half?
With both hands I sought my gift,
I still did not have a clue,
Then God put your hand in mine,
And said His gift to me was YOU!
visited dreamland @ 12:06 AM
Wednesday, November 09, 2005
monday - one of my most hectic day.. patong patong na sched..
kasi nung saturday ng afternoon may nagpabook ng chocolate fountain and
at that time, hindi pa super complete yung gamit ko..
and wala akong ibang time to complete it kasi nasa bulacan ako and day after
sa tagaytay naman ako pupunta..
so nung morning, i bought dippers, and other paraphernalia..
tapos buti na lang eh supportive itong tatay ko at hineraman ako ng driver and car
to buy chef's coat sa quezon ave.
and swerte na rin na yung attendant ko for this business is matalino..
and she's no other than.. Che.. ang aming maabilidad na maid..
tapos ayun.. nung hapon, nung nag se set up na kami..
tsaka ko lang nalaman na ang may birthday ay si
lito sy.. yung sikat na photographer
and ang guest nya ay yung mga sikat na sa industry..
rita neri, wedding treasures... etc...
kakagulat... di ko expect...
visited dreamland @ 8:58 PM
Sunday, November 06, 2005
hindi ko alam if sensitive ako or nagpapakatotoo lang ako...
hindi naman sa pagiging victim
pero yes, nasaktan ako sa sinabi ng isang tao around
hindi naman ako mega affected..
normal pa naman mga kilos ko pero nasasaktan pa rin ako
SLIGHT pag naaalala ko...
bakit kailangan masamain ang pag supporta sa iba......
ni 1% of bad intention wala ako
isang hirit lang... binara pa ako...
sigh.................................
kanina, when i attended mass
i asked GOD something..
di ko alam kung meron na ako nyan ngayon na di ko lang napansin
di ko alam kung funny hingiin ito sa kanya
di ko alam kung makatarungan bang hingin ko ito sa kanya
but i did, i asked for it...
kasi mukha mang nakakatawang hingin,
gustong gusto ko pa rin magkaroon nito...
coz for a lot of times, akala ko meron na ako nyan
pero bigla na lang nawawala...
visited dreamland @ 11:23 PM
Wednesday, November 02, 2005
happy lang ako today kasi productive ako
and as i see my calendar for the week mukhang magiging
happy ako sa christmas
my dec and january clients kasi are preparing final details na
pare pareho kaming would like to celebrate christmas at hindi
work work and work
gumawa ako ng multiply.. gagawin kong parang album
si johnina kasi eh... ehehehe
092288erika.multiply.com
pero right now konti pa lang yung picture
can't wait to have my vodafone...
visited dreamland @ 11:56 PM
Tuesday, November 01, 2005
here's my chocolate fountain
hindi pa sobrang ganda yung pic
hindi kasi pantay yung table and
first time pa lang na i try...
and si erv lang nag picture Ü
visited dreamland @ 12:52 PM