Sunday, February 27, 2005
kanina narealized ko na ang tunay na wish ko pala ang big things na and not small things
1. car and
2. business
i still like to get small things like
1. bags
2. new wardrobe
pero mas gusto ko yung nauna...
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mom offeredme a proposal na i want to grab
sabi nya kami na lang ni ahia ang mag sosyo sa business and
pipilitin nya na si daddy ang mag finance
mas gusto ko ito kasi
1. no boss
2 words that means a lot!!!
ewan ko ba..
i felt relief
na i know it some kindda freedom
na if matuloy to, i'll be getting bigger pa
hay...
sarap...
sana matuloy na
visited dreamland @ 11:52 PM
Saturday, February 26, 2005
kakauwi lang nila jaja and john
had a very productive day
1. hinatid namin ang youth sa tagaytay for their leadership
at may sumuka .. waaahh kaka car wash ko lang.. buti na lang sa labas lang ang tinamaan ng suka.. so car wash ulit pag balik...
iba talaga mag alaga ng unang kotse
2. nag pa hair treatment ako in preparation for next week's extenso
excited na ako!!!
3. kasabay nun ang aking pa manicure at pedicure
4. had a very productive meeting with mary anne.. our 1st ever client
5. happy ako kasi feeling ko natulungan ko si ja with her goal by giving ideas kung paano nya gagawin, at kung paano sya makakahingi ng support..
feeling ko kahit papaano natulungan ko sya to think out of the box
6. i just heard from bubi na he got a productive meeting din with arlene.
7. naka text ko si Stewart... bwahahaha comedy kuno
sabi ko sana ikasal na sya para may client kami ulit.
8. nakuha ko na yung amount na babayaran sa nabangga ni bubi.. whew.. buti small amount lang!!!
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kanina dito nag lunch sila uncle george, auntie luchi and si jeff
they are discouraging me to continue yung sa tektite
feeling nilakaya hindi matuloy tuloy is because not meant to happen talaga
pag hindi yan natuloy...
saan ako kukuha ng pera?
i can't just ask my dad every week for money
hmm...
pina confuse lang nila ako
pero bahala na!
if it's meant to happen
eh di panindigan!
visited dreamland @ 9:52 PM
Friday, February 25, 2005
init!!
sarap kumain ng ng
1. zagu
2. ice monster
3. halo halo
4. ice cream
5. frappe
visited dreamland @ 4:29 PM
Wednesday, February 23, 2005
it's so hot!!!
summer na!!!
anyways, ito ang mga nangyari sa araw na ito
1. nahuli kami ng police. hindi kasi namin alam na one way.. ayan nakuhaan tuloy kami ng 100 pesos.
2. nakabangga kami ng car pero slight lang
3. nag client meeting kami medyo positive naman
4. ate at pca again...
5. nakausap ko si sir eboy of paprint and big help sya for perfect moments
what happened yesterday
1. nag submit ako application for coaching (parang naririnig ko ang intro ng go the distance habang nilalagay ko sa table ni wowie)
2. nag attend ako ng coffee
3. ate at quick stomach na libre ni bubi
accomplished task
1. calling card
2. tapos found an easier way for the receipts
3. basta ang dami
hay...
visited dreamland @ 4:01 PM
Tuesday, February 22, 2005
shocks! tried to wake up early.. failed...
antukin na naman ako!!!
waahhhhhh
i have to break that sleeping habits!
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napanaginipan ko the other night
staff daw ako sa basic...
pero the setting is really different
parang may show..
pabilog ang stage
tapos glittery ang buong kapaligiran
and then hinila ako ni sonny palabas ng room
kasama nya si tito kokoy na naka maong pants lang
kasi daw ako ang mag he head ng song na making melody in my heart
ngeks.. parang nalito tuloy ako!!!
pero before that,nalala ko pa na nagtampo ako kay mai mai kasi parang na op nya ako na yun pala kasama nya si iris...
last night naman
napanaginipan ko na sinabihan ako ni desmund na
i have to submit the letter of intent na for coaching kasi
they will choose na daw kung sino ang mga magiging coach sa team 62
nakita ko rin kaming 4 na magkakapatid underwater.. pero kapit kapit kami..
si achi ang leader namin.. hindi ko maalala ang goal namin...
pero we were going somewhere.. trying to reach for something
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bahing ako ng bahing the whole morning
sana hindi na ulit mapunta sa state na sinisipon ako
kailangan ko yata mag vitamin c at dinadapuan ako ng sakit lately!
katabi ko pa naman ngayon si doc mike..
hindi ko nga lang alam kung napansin nyang bahing ako ng bahing
though feeling ko obvious naman
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kagabi i made my wish list
at first nahirapan ako
being a complete woman
hindi ko na alam what to ask
when i believe na i am more than okay with my life
but then naisip ko na as a being, kailangan ko pa rin mag improve
so ito na ang bago kong wish list
1. new wardrobe
2. more bags
3. small espresso machine
4. laptop
ayan lang... Ü
visited dreamland @ 12:11 PM
Sunday, February 20, 2005
minsan pag sinusuwerte nga naman...
finally, i've decided to let them sell prado na
provided that they'll buy me another car kahit na second hand.
right now, they are thinking of buying the latest kia
kasi not expensive, at brand new pa...
para daw sa kaka tuto pa lang mag drive Ü
Whatever! basta may car!!!
kindda excited
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daming client meeting this coming week.
happy ako with that,
sana lang ay....
maka close kami to reach our feb. quota Ü
i really wish na lahat sa group matuto talaga.
i'm actually thinking of buying mga visuals
to help all of us..
gusto ko na bumili ng tape ni tin tin bersola...
might help us.
medyo excited na din ako sa fair...
positive ang feeling ko without any effort of reminding
myself na positive talaga....
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i'm sleepy na!!
ZZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz!!!!!
visited dreamland @ 9:49 PM
Saturday, February 19, 2005
usap kami ni achi last night
well, tama nga sya
more than the food stall,
mas mahal ko talaga ang wedding business ko...
nahihirapan ako looking for another venue right now,
gusto ko sana a place wherein hindi na food stall lang...
gusto ko mini restaurant kasi with that, mapapakinabangan pa rin ng company namin
but still catering either working people or students
saan kaya may okay na location?
nakakapagod.
Had a reunion with my college barkada
hindi pa halata tummy ni pat
i told her not to watch horror movies para mas healthy sa baby
masaya naman mga tao
si jen may new work
si karen gusto sa magsaysay
and masaya naman sila sa mga kwento ko
We'll be venturing na sa flowers
kasi naisip namin na we need to earn more.
according sa finance namin,
mahirap daw if
umasa kami sa coordination...
nag set na kami ng quota for the fair
2 min - to cover up expenses
5 totoong goal - with matching income na...
sana madaan sa selling skills...
right now, what we need is to believe...
iniisip ko right now kung ano ang mga gagawin ko
and paano ko tutulungan mga friendships ko
1. si ja with her goal
2. si buloy to attend basic
3. si bubi para sa work
wish ko lang na sana people will cooperate pag nakapag-isip na ng
mga mechanisms...
visited dreamland @ 11:08 PM
Wednesday, February 16, 2005
Sobrang kakaiba ang nangyari last weekend hanggang valentines day!
Sunday
Konti lang ang nag attend ng mass from choir at ako lang ang girl. pero okay lang naka mic naman si ate rose.
then bubi and i went to dangwa na. ang saya kasi mura pa rin mga flowers. though not as mura as ordinary days. basta lower price than expected kaya nakatipid kami.
dami dami namin binili... ang saya
by the way ako ang nag drive going to dangwa kaya ang saya saya ko talaga Ü
after dangwa, we went to ja's place para i store muna ang flowers sa house nila then i went to psi.
ako ulit nag drive from dangwa to ja's place to psi.
late kami natapos compare sa expected time. 7 expected time matatapos at natapos ng almost 11:00. buti na lang we hired a very skilled person to do the flowers at nadeliver pa rin ng on time.
Monday
5am na kami natapos mag-ayos ng flowers went home to freshen up then balik na kayla ja to deliver
ang daming palpak pero for some strange reason, those palpak doesn't seem like palpak to us, but a challenge to overcome
1. kulang ng 2 bouquet ang nagawa
2. mag start na kami mag deliver, natuyuan yung gas.. nyaiks(Blessing in disguise kasi dyan kami nagising. as in total nawala ang antok)
3. biglang nagka emergency si john so kailangan ko pa saluhin yung work nya
so medyo na late yung ibang deliveries
but still we got good remarks
1. from jed - grabe ang ganda!
2.from alan - okay ang delivery and flowers Ü
3.from victor - yikes wala yung dedication nya! Everything went well except the card was blank.but the flowers were so nice it didn't matter (eh wala naman talagang binigay na message.. ano pang magagawa ko!)
4. from auntie susan - it was so nice!
pati hindi ko nabigyan nag comment gaya ni auntie shirley (cheng)
ang saya saya ng feeling
kahit na wala kaming tulog,
nagkakainitan ng ulo,
pumupikit pag di na talaga kaya
at the end. nag enjoy pa rin kami at may blessing pa
on our way home, i asked bubi na daan kami ng PCA para eat ng merienda.
pag dating namin. andun si auntie shirley at yung husband nya
at nilibre kami ng merienda! Ü
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Nagising ako kaninang umaga kasi nahulog sa paa ko yung electric fan na malaki
swerte ko, kasi sa sobrang antok ako, bumaliktad ako ng higa..
if hindi ako nakapag baliktad ng tulog,
the electric fan would fall on my face.
for some people such stories are nothing.
mga mabibighani for short time
but for me, it is something eh
kasi i believe na si God ang may reason why i slept na nakabaliktad
tindi!
Tuesday
We went to the orientation of the fair
and ate free merienda
be friended John Ong.. one of the photographer
he's nice naman
Went to visit auntie sally
she seems okay naman
madaldal na ulit eh
visited dreamland @ 12:09 AM
Sunday, February 13, 2005
ang dami ko naisip kanina while taking a bath...
1. naalala ko si achi.. sabi nya, baka naman kaya hindi matuloy tuloy yung tektite mo kasi hindi mo naman talaga gusto..
well, bigla kong na feel na baka sa totoo lang.. yun nga yung na fe feel ko.
naisip ko kasi na, mas happy talaga ako working with perfect moments kahit maliit yung money na nakukuha since starting pa lang...
pero nung nakausap ko na si john and si jaja.. sharing my thoughts and my feelings, nag decide ako na itutuloy ko na...
1. well, marami akong matututunan dito na magagamit ko rin sa events since operations ito.
2. maganda din na marunong ako sa foods
3. may connect ito sa life goal ko.
4. malaki money dito.
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Naisip ko rin na super laki pala ng achievements ko.
parang sometimes akala ko small things lang pero hindi pala.
in 2 weeks
- na complete namin yung content ng bridal kit. layout na lang.
- malaki laki yung quantity na nabenta namin for valentines
- nagawa ang flyers and design ng calling cards
- nagawa yung design for bridal fair
- naka interview kami ng veteran na sa field
big accomplishments kasi
-hindi naman namin first priority ang perfect moments
si bubi and ja, may school pa
first work ni john yung real estate
ako naman, aside from this active ako super with psi.
happy ako na parang committed lahat for growth of the company.
committed lahat to response sa need ng mga project and ng bawat isa.
happy ako kasi nag eenjoy ang bawat isa sa task na binibigay sa kanila.
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happy rin ako kasi sabi ni mel kay ja na swerte daw ni ja to be my partner kasi daw resourceful ako. i don't know what made mel said that pero i want to believe na it is true.
love ko talaga yang mel na yan.
he's very nice
tapos he's very helpful pa
he's gentlemen
he's responsible
and i see na super love nya kids nya and wifey nya.
the best talaga!
visited dreamland @ 3:15 AM
Friday, February 11, 2005
Lesson learned:
know what works
Ewan ko what to feel. i'm looking for people who'll buy flowers from us.
lst wednesday, tumawad si mark yuching.. hindi namin binigay kasi baka malugi kami with the price na gusto nya...
pero kanina nung nag compute ako, kaya naman pala sa price na gusto nya.. so nung inalok ko na sya... ayun..naka order na sya sa iba.
hindi kasi lahat ng sinasabi ng ibang tao ang papakinggan,
dapat ako matuto na hindi magpaka supplier sa maling oras...
anyways...
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happy ako sa outcome ng valentines project namin
and i'm still waiting for last minute orders...
sana meron pa...
yung mind ko nasa next step na...
which is quality control Ü
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sabi ng mga tao, di daw magandang year ang rooster because of the saying "isang kahig, isang tuka" ayaw ko maniwala dyan...
kasi ang ganda ng pasok ng year of the rooster for me.
-nababayaran ko na mga utang ko
-kumikita ako even walang work
-natutulungan ko mga friends ko mag earn and save money Ü
visited dreamland @ 3:46 PM
Thursday, February 10, 2005
1st time ko nakita si auntie na naka t-shirt and shorts.. aliw
visited dreamland @ 1:57 PM
pasaway
visited dreamland @ 1:57 PM
wala lang.. try lang kung clear
visited dreamland @ 1:56 PM
yesterday, nung nag attend ako ng ash wednesday mass. naalala ko yung sinabi ni tito kokoy about sa eulogy... anyways hindi ko puwedeng i share yun dito kasi may confidentiality agreement kami.
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Wish ko at the moment
1. mag oorder na si mark yuching
2. ayos na yung deal with alan escaño
3. meron pang last minute orders for valentines Ü
4. matuwa mga client
5. naka close uli kami ng wedding this feb kahit 1 lang.
6. maka hanap kami ng 3 weddings na ex deal.
7. maraming magandahan sa booth namin sa bridal fair.
8. maraming mag pa book sa amin sa bridal fair.
9. matapos na namin ang bridal kit at data kit
10. maayos ang meeting later
11. safe si daddy sa india
12. mag go signal na ang tektite.
13. maging coach ako ng team 62
14. mag take ng shooters si bubi.
15. mag ka work na si bubi.
16. magka treadmill na kami
17. maka enroll ako sa wedding planner seminar
18. maging balance ang peace of mind square ko!
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ehehehe naaliw lang ako na ang dami kong wish....
libre lang naman ang mag wish eh.. why not...
next thing is that i have to believe na mangyayari lahat yan
BELIEVE BELIEVE and BELIEVE!!!!
VISUALIZE!
PRAY HARD!
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wins
1. nakahuli ako ng daga! yehey... wala na ring maingay sa gabi...
2. watched phantom of opera last night and it was great...
3. nakatipid kami sa starbucks.. 150 lang 4 na kami...
visited dreamland @ 1:28 PM
Wednesday, February 09, 2005
Updates
- Nagawa na ni John yung data kit na isasama sa bridal kit! Ü konting lay out na lang
- Nag enjoy si Ja sa 1st part ng 1st intensive nila!
- Nakausap ko si joisce about sa na misunderstood na additional of dozen = 400
- May additional order si Joisce... nabentahan nya si my favorite Mel Ü
- Got tips from Arlene on handling flowers para sure yung quality
- Nabentahan ko si achi ng caricature.. so gagawan niya si lilybeth and maribeth.
- Si daddy din papagawa ng caricature... para sa buong family. yehey!
visited dreamland @ 2:14 PM
Tuesday, February 08, 2005
iniintay ko lang mabakante ang kabilang computer...
i really want to buy re writable cd na para di ako nalilimit sa computer na gagamitin ko... asa kabila kasi lahat ng files ko... bakit ba kasi naunahan ako.. aarrgggghhhh... ehehehehe kidding hindi naman ako galit eh!
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Feeling ko sobrang hulog ng langit si john sa group...
i mean i can forego heading the wedding expo and bridal kit.
para i can concentrate on the weddings we have at hand.
and with that, mas positive ako na mas ma dedeliver ang service with good quality. kasi i can focus na on that eh...
Happy din ako kasi mabilis maturuan si bubi with his department.
and he's excited sa thursday meeting kasi lagi na lang syang absent sa mga meetings.
he'll do forms na and send it through email para may kanya kanya kaming copy.
Check and Cash Voucher, Reimbursement form and he'll do the proposal na kung ano ang hatian ng money kita ng valentines... konting guide na lang and puwede na syang hindi bantayan...
Tapos si jaja naman. super productive.
natatapos ang mga task on time.
happy talaga ako! i can see na we'll grow talaga as a team and as entrepreneur
sana ma keep namin yung ganitong attitude Ü
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Excited ako for ja
Tom na yung 1st part ng 1st intensive ng shooters.
happy ako kasi i want to see people grow.
i want to see people na nilalabanan yung mga bad programs nila sa sarili.
and i want to see people breakthrough Ü
" Go for your goal, shoot for your star" Ü
Thanks to sonny, at na convinced nya itong ihang ito.
and thanks sa lahat ng sumupporta sa kanyang mechanisms to raise funds.
(ja, just pay it forward Ü)
visited dreamland @ 1:21 AM
Sunday, February 06, 2005
Just got home from Paula's place....
don't want to attend catechism kaya umuwi muna ako and of course kasi mas masarap pa rin maligo sa place called home.
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Ewan ko ba kung may such thing as work capsule.
Last night kasi ganadong ganado ako mag trabaho.
1.inaayos ko na yung flyers ng perfect moments.
2.nag email ako sa mga tao para mag suggest ng action plan sa mga concern for the moment.
3.nag iisip na ako ng mga taong maaalok sa pro bono wedding coordination.
4.nag iisip na ako kung paano ma dedeliver yung service with great quality.
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Tinitira ako ng antok ngayon.
iniintay ko pa matimpla ang kape though hindi ko alam kung great help yun.
visited dreamland @ 8:15 AM
Friday, February 04, 2005
Funny kagabi, antok ako agad after taking neozep forte
pero nung tinulog ko na...
putol putol ang tulog ko at....
gising ako agad.....
6am pa lang at himala itong nangyayari sa akin....
di ko alam kung ganito ako today kasi i'm a bit worried for my friend
na na icu yesterday....
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Song for the week ko ito...
Many nights we've prayed
With no proof anyone could hear.
In our hearts a hopeful song
We barely understood.
Now we are not afraid
Although we know there's much to fear.
We were moving mountains long
Before we knew we could.
[Chorus]
There can be miracles when you believe.
Though hope is frail, it's hard to kill.
Who knows what miracles you can achieve
When you believe?
Somehow you will,
You will when you believe.
In this time of fear,
When prayer so often proves in vain,
Hope seemed like the summer birds
Too swiftly flown away.
Yet now I'm standing here
With heart so full I can't explain
Seeking faith and speaking words
I never thought I'd say.
[Chorus]
There can be miracles when you believe. (When you believe)
Though hope is frail, it's hard to kill.
Who knows what miracles you can achieve (You can achieve)
When you believe?
Somehow you will,
You will when you believe.
They don't always happen when you ask
And it's easy to give in to your fears
But when you're blinded by your pain
Can't see the way, get through the rain
A small but still, resilient voice
Says hope is very near, oh [Oh]
[Chorus]
There can be miracles when you believe. (When you believe)
Though hope is frail, it's hard to kill.
Who knows what miracles you can achieve (You can achieve)
When you believe?
Somehow you will,
You will when you believe
Dami dami kasing miracle ang nangyari nung last basic eh
Thursday, pag pasok sa seminar room, everybody's so stiff and reserved.
walang ngumingiti... kung meron man eh kakaunti lang
pero nung umuwi sila nung sunday,lahat gumigiling na...
tapos everybody's so positive
addicting mag staff...
nakakaaddict makita ang mga ganitong changes....
dati hate ito ni bubi
for him, kulto ko raw ito.
pero now, he's working on staffing psi kids...
and planning to take shooters soon.
ang saya saya!!!!
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Mas excited pa ako sa shooters ni jaja
kaysa sa valentine's project namin
as in hanap ako ng hanap ng client ni jaja for her fund raising
pero yung effort ko of finding a client for valentine's hindi ganun ka high....
medyo worried na nga ako ng kaunti pero
medyo hindi rin kasi i know ja, bubi and john is doing their task din along with me...
makakahanap din kami ng mga clients for the valentines!!!
actually target namin atleast 15-20... maximum of 30
this is for the capitalization of the company.
para we can buy things we need especially for the up coming wedding expo
next month... nakakatuwa nga eh.. tumama sa birthday ng breakthrough ko....
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visited dreamland @ 6:20 AM
Thursday, February 03, 2005
Super daming wins!!!!!
1. I saw bubi breakthrough last night, when he hugged my sister. tindi!!!
2. Successful ang turn over ko ng marketing jobs kay John
3. Nakapag turn over na rin ako ng financial work kay bubi
4. Ja is interested na in taking shooters. Sonny is willing to sponsor her 2,000 tapos may 2,000 na din sya from psi
5. Ervinne is interested in taking heroic.
6. nag declare na ako for coaching sa team 62. Whatever it takes Ü
7. Everything's on time sa perfect moments.
8. Big chance na mag staff si bubi
9. Dad bought shakey's last night (birthday ngayon ni achi)
10.Ang daming tumutulong for Jaja's shooters.
Thank you Thank you Thank you
visited dreamland @ 11:51 AM
Tuesday, February 01, 2005
i feel so miserable last night
it's because of the revelation i got last sunday
pero i started to feel okay na din kaninang umaga...
buti na lang!!!
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may benta na akong tikoy! yipee!
medyo maliit lang ang kita.. pero okay na din...
why not. eh text lang naman ang ginawa ko!
i can feel na magiging okay ang year of the rooster
kasi i'm creating it na.
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4 na kami sa business.
and i can feel na maraming improvements.
inaayos na namin yung system kung ano ang sop sa clients meeting.
tapos gumagawa na din kami ng kit for the couple who will sign up.
unti unti na nabubuo ang website.
nasa akin na yung mga flyers.
Joisce will help me sa pag hanap ng clients for valentines
joisce and Erika daw = 10.
all i have to do is to believe that it will happen
and mag start na daw ako mag alok.
Thanks to Joisce for the support.
visited dreamland @ 2:47 PM