Sunday, September 12, 2004
last night i dreamt of a childhool ultimate crush... in my dream he was so sweet...
then i woke up... i don't know what to think.... but it bothered me the whole day...
hmmm.... ano kaya gusto ni God sabihin sa akin???
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i'm kindda thinking the whole day today, ang dami daming thoughts...
meron one time i am thinking about what friendship is all about when you don't see them during bad times... kindda sad but life has to move on...
the world revolves everyday... mahirap na ang babagal bagal...
tapos naisip ko rin yung mga inaasam asam mo in life...
sometimes the only thing to help yourself is to look within you, and say something like ang dali naman pala eh... kasi sabi ni tito kokoy yesterday na we are created by God.. being somebody na nanggaling sa kanya.. being somebody created in his image and likeness... would also mean na powerful to face inner difficulties/programs...
sayang hindi ako nakapunta sa heroic tee up... inuna ko kasi ang choir na hindi ko naman sigurado if i can make it next week... sana, i'll pray rosary the whole week for that intention (na maaga kami matapos sa 2nd intensive) Ü
kindda excited na ako.. hindi ko alam ano meron sa intesive na ito, hindi ko alam kung iihawin na ba kami or what but sabi ng lahat ng ito ang best part ng shooters... sana nga... ready na naman ako ihawin eh... ahahahahaha
sayang may practice din sa wednesday..meaning hindi ako makakasama sa team bonding namin... gustong gusto ko pa naman....
natuwa ako kanina, jec, john and i talked about what we want to do with the choir group, then coming from them they want to do an outreach for this christmas... parang na excite ako to see baby jesus na ipanganak ulit...
gusto ko ng kausap sa oras na ito, hindi naman ako nalulungkot, pero na miss ko na yung time na lagi na lang ako nakikipagkuwentuhan sa mga tao...
iniisip ko na sino ang tatawagan ko later...
iniisip ko na din kung sino ang yayayain ko for a coffee out soon...
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talking about my goals, kanina nag iisip ako ng mechanisms ko to make it real...
naisip ko na i'll help dad na maghanap ng taong gustong mag loan sa bank... sana thru that makabuo ako ng 200k...
naisip ko rin na i'll help in selling the cars...
sana matulungan ako ng shooters buddy ko since sa tingin ko may mga alam siyang may-ari ng company...
i want my bridal shop open before the year ends...
i want a very organize system...
i want to earn at least 50,000 a month...
sarap ng feeling, nakakakilig seeing myself inside that shop...
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