Sunday, August 08, 2004
well, before i went to sleep last night, i wrote letters to vangie and arl. nothing special naman yung letter except that completion ko siya... meaning big chances of making my being whole again... upon writing, naisip ko na God works in mysterious ways talaga. Parang naisip ko yung shooters last week... it made me absent sa choir... iniisip ko lang na why do God allow such thing... yung conflict sched na against my time with him.. and it turned out na mas na feel ko pa siya... because sa dami ng natutunan ko and because nabigyan ako ng time to really absorb yung word na forgiveness na parang he gave me time to know myself para alam ko yung tamang next step sa mga bagay bagay...
sayang hindi ko nabigay yung kay vangie may kausap kasi ako sa cellphone nung paalis na siya and nagmamadali siya... next week na lang... and happy ako na naging happy si arlene in a way sa letter ko sa kanya... i hope yung happiness na yun is yung medyo tatagal kahit konti basta hindi yung panandaliang happiness...
kanina nasabi sa akin ni Jolinne na sometimes we think na yung ibang tao iniisip natin obstacle pero in reality they are not. parang yung kay mommy, iniisip ko agad na baka magalit siya to find out na i'm taking up star shooters, pero sabi ni jolinne na malay mo siya pa yung tumulong na maka reach ng goal ko... and then napaisip ako.. oo nga no!! and super win sa akin na i was able to share my goals to my parents and wala namang kumontra.. meaning i can ask for their help... buti na lang na sa mundong ito God created supporters... parang kahit na sometimes hindi nila nabibigay yung material needs para sa goals ko at least na bo boost nila energy ko in achieving it. God is really so good... ano pa bang ihihiling ko sa kanya when he gave me all that i need?
hindi ko alam kung nag gain ako or kung nag lose ako ng weight.. nakakainis pero okay lang badminton na naman ako tom. and may sched na ako for the week... although hindi pa super planned yung wednesday and friday... pero na realize ko rin kanina na eh ano kung di ako pumayat... does that mean hindi na ako puwedeng magpakakikay.. hindi naman ah.. but anyways, i'll do my best, bahala na... happy na naman ako na sinasanay ko sarili ko with healthy foods... fruits, veggies, steamed foods, grilled... basta wag lang fried...
kanina i went to makati shangri-la to see the bridal fair.. natuwa naman ako although mukhang konti lang ang suppliers... nakakatuwa din kasi i was able to talk to the husband of ms. dolby.. and natuwa din ako kasi ang galing ng fashion show....
bago ako umuwi isip lang ako ng isip ng gusto kong mangyari sa booth.. medyo hindi pa complete yung idea ko pero hopefully maging okay na din...
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