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Sunday, June 13, 2004

mom woke me up this morning so i can prepare for the meeting i am suppose to attend. kaya lang last minute na pospone.. na feel ni mom na sayang sana tumuloy na lang siya sa tutuban to return stuffs na hindi kasya kay ahia, and part of me felt the same na sana natuloy na lang ako makipag bonding with my mastermind buddies but anyway parang ayaw ko na rin isipin.

i tried not to think about the report i am suppose to submit when i glanced on it. parang all of a sudden na realize ko na i can still cut the cost na para tugma sa gusto ng aking investor na price. so i did the computation again and asked for some advices.. mukhang okay naman.

i tried to organize myself this afternoon, my scheds, my concerns in life, pero parang ang blank lang... hindi ko alam if blank siya talaga or my mind just want to relax.

anyway i fixed myself and prepared for today's practice..

and then parang i felt sad.
parang all of a sudden, nag iba na ang lahat.
we are growing apart na na parang i can't find a comfort buddy.
na hindi ko alam if i just want to feel special again or maybe i need to let other people feel special din.
basta parang confused ako... hindi ko alam ano ba ang gusto ko mangyari...
and then part of my supporter side is speaking na this is just a phase and parang just hang on.. and hindi ko rin alam if ano bang gusto mangyari ng mga tao.
and i don't know if i should care or not.
do people care pa ba for me? i don't think so.

but anyway, at the end of the day basta masaya ang mga tao around and that i know where to run i guess okay na din...

anyways, went to rp lang, nag arcade to let go of the negative feelings...

visited dreamland @ 12:18 AM

Erika Stesha Que

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