Friday, May 28, 2004
hindi ko alam what's with this blogspot na parang i can't sleep without publishing something..
well, i am suppose to go to divisoria to buy stuffs for the heroic.. kaya lang when i woke up i feel so sleepy and then hindi pa ako makapaalam kay mommy because she was mad to me for no reason last night... so i texted my buddies and told them na i can't come (all of a sudden)
in a way i feel bad because
paano if next time ako naman indianin ng kasama ko.. "what you sow, so shall you reap" and then na feel ko din na hindi win win for them... but anyways.. natulog na lang ako ulit...
i woke up late (again...)... pag gising ko nagmadali akong kumain and maligo.. went to auntie susan with che and achi para mag pa draw para sa aking food stall... medyo ang mahal ng taxi because dinaan kami sa traffic... pero
happy na rin ako kasi atleast nagka quality time kami ni achi.. naalala ko sabi ni joisce (friend ko) na i must treasure yung mga ganyang time bec. mahirap maulit pag nag asawa na sila... not unless sobrang giving ng asawa nila..
pag dating ko kay auntie susan.. i saw fay in a bad mood.. and then auntie explained to me na she was cheated by her voice lessons teacher.. and parang syempre ang painful pag niloko ka ng taong binigyan mo na ng tiwala... felt bad for her na bata pa lang sya and nangyari na to sa kanya.. pero happy din ako kasi i was the one who were able to put a smile in her face... syempre binanggit ko na lang yung mga favorite niya para masaya siya ulit... iba rin si auntie susan mag explain.. parang ang galing.. ang ganda ng choices of words... and kahit niloko na sila parang hindi pa rin niya siniraan yung tao sa mga kids...
well, nahihiya din ako kay aunti susan bec. parang alam kong mahihirapan siya kasi parang wala akong specific na like for the stall .. so parang pinapa imbento ko siya... sana maging okay...
tomorrow na yung binigay kong deadline for myself for the study... mukhang malabo pero pipilitin kong hindi na ma delay... actually konti na lang naman kaya lang i have to go out pa to research and kaya matagal is because wala naman akong car.. kaya tuwing umaalis ako nag co commute lang ako and mas malaki yung nakakaing time.. naku.. parang i have to ask people to help me or support kahit through prayers na lang na sana i will be more open to God para marinig ko yung mga message niya sa akin.. and para ma receive ko yung help niya sa akin...
after kay auntie susan, the choir attended 25th wedding anniversary.... funny kasi buong time ng mass kami nakatayo bec hindi kami binigyan ng chairs... nakakapagod pero okay lang... hindi ko nga alam kung okay lang talaga ang mga nangyayari sa akin bec. hindi ko pinag iisipan ng malalim .. na parang laging sige okay lang... funny yung wedding kasi parang everything is about kissing... hmm.... lahat ng couple nag halikan lang...
hindi na namin tinapos bec. we watched van helsing... well, okay lang yung movie... although hindi yun yung talagang gusto kong type ng movie...
happy rin ako kasi parang i was able to spend time with my friends. sabi ko pala kay arlene na nakikita ko si vangie kay ernie.. parang same sila mag react sa isang things, pareho sila analyst, pareho sila magdamit, and pareho nilang minahal ang trabaho nila na as if yun na ang life nila... grabe... magiging stretch kaya ang staffing sa akin??? hmmm let's see...
visited dreamland @ 1:01 AM
Welcome to Erika's dreamland....
Enter in
Take a peek
feel free to tag ...
